
Will I ever be the same again
Will I ever get past all these lies
Will I ever open my eyes
And see that you are nothing
Nothing but lies
Will I ever be able to cry again
Will I ever be able to love again
Will I ever be able to sing again
Will I ever be free again
Free of your lies
Free of your seduction
Free of your lips
Pressed against my unwilling lips...
Do you want to seduce me
Into doing what you may?
Nay, I say, I will not fall
I will not let you take over
While I lose it all
And when I am lieing on the floor
Screaming for air
Losing my mind
And crying out for help
You just stand there smiling
Do you enjoy my pain?
And for the times I've done somthing to hurt you,
My feelings were all I cared about
Our friendship now totally changed
Really, I wish I could take it all back,
Roads now forked in opposite directions
Your trust I have lost,
Still Few words i have to speak out,
I am Sorry for All i Did .
*A dream Cum True*It was d Day i Met u*
It was d Swetest Thng*tat eva could b*It was a Fantasy

After Me ..
When I will not be here,When i will be gone forever,When i will be dead,Just Come to My Grave,Dont Cry ..
Just put Some Wild Flowers Beside me,Sit along the Yard for Few Moments,Talk to me,Cheer Me up ..
Remember the Times When We Were Together,When We Were Friends,Listen To My Quiet Reply..
Enjoy Those Moments , Try to understand the Unsaid Words & Consider How Much You still Mean To Me :)
Distance never separates two hearts that really care, for our memories span the miles and in seconds we are there. But whenever I start feeling sad cuz I miss you I remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss
You'll discover that real love is millions of miles past falling in love with anyone or anything. When you make that one effort to feel compassion instead of blame or self-blame, the heart opens again and continues opening..

Sometimes I Aches,For too Many Reasons to Acknowledge,
And..
SOmetimes I Cry,
Because the Ache Never Goes Away,
For a Reason,The Way You Left Me ..
~ Dedicated to some1~
- Look I am all bleeding , Blood stained :(
realize how much I truly miss you and how much I truly love you. The past may be
gone forever.. and whatever the future holds, our today's make the memories of
tomorrow. So, my lifetime friend, it is with all my heart that I send you my love, hoping that you'll always carry my smile with you, for all we have meant to each other and for whatever the future may hold ...
I'm scared of everything, I'm scared of who I am, what I saw, what I did, but most of all I am scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life, the way I feel when I'm with you

This Is My Advanced Feeling
I'm feeling on top of the world!
This is my turn
to show the world who i am!
I am A human being!
This is my Advanced Feeling
And this who i Truely well are!
This is my feelings
and this is who i am
why cant you understand me
and take me!
This is my advanced feelings
why wont you let me
live theses
these are precious
this is me!
This is my world
Please drop In
Because that Is that
this is all i can be
And This Is My Advanced Feelings!
Please don't try and understand
Because you never will!
Theses are Mine ..

wish I was dreaming,
When I heard the word "No."
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I let you go.
I wish I was dreaming,
That time I did you wrong.
I wish I was dreaming,
The moment I knew I didn't belong.
I wish I was dreaming,
When I continued knowing what I knew,
I wish I was dreaming,
The day I professed my love to you.
Because you never smiled back,
Nor did you even wave.
I just wish I was dreaming,
When I saw my grave ..

If there were no one
Who would gaze upon the stars
Giving them life
Expanding their reach
Who would lie in the ocean
Melding with waves
Dreaming of life
Reaching for the last falling wish
Who would dance
With the grass in their toes
Wishing for life
Upon the last shooting star before dawn
Who would cry to the heavens
Searching for hope
Among the lantern lights of Gods
Hung in the pale moon sky
If there were no one
Would there be stars
An ocean
A grassy meadow
Such questions find me
As I sit by the lake
My toes in the grass
Stars firing my inspiration
Dont know whether you will read this or not , But I ever made you my inspiration , i ever considered you my truth , i ever thought you my Reality & I Just loved You n You :-)





